Everyday you wake up wondering what this day has to offer for you.... what you can accomplish in the next 24 hours ... will it be something special? or just another ordinary day.... I always is just another ordinary ....until you see the one special person... You can tell when you fall in love... you can tell when you get that feeling ...It never leaves you....it hold on strong even when everything seems hopeless.. When she moves to a different country it just grows stronger and stronger and you think about her everyday... the thoughts never quit...
Its something you feel and as everyday passes by you feel it more and more and realize that when she left......you made the biggest mistake of not telling her how you felt....even if it didn't make a difference... You can't eat properly and you watch yourself decay... but you have faith that one day she'll return and everything will finally be okay... you hate yourself for what you feel and you waiting for an oppurtunity to see her again although you know it'll turn out the same as always...
never able to speak properly... you open your mouth... nothing come out...you remember every single encounter you have ever had with her, and everything shes ever said to you.. but all you can do is wait ...and hehe.. hold on.... she'll come to you... it'll happen.... you'll appear in your tux as she stands in front of you in that glimmering blue dress.... its Raining.... you get down on your knees....open your heart...spread your hands wide....close your eyes and hope...hope that everyday for the last 5 years she was thinking of nothing else but you and maybe she can find it somewhere in her heart to feel that way you do for her..... 
...and thats why you love marbles... thats why thats all you talk about...cause the day she left.. thats all you saw....your life as a whole trapped in a glass ball... and if you can get even a single hand on your shoulder it'll make all that much of a difference.. cause life is about exploring....and once your able.. you'll get up and go...go and find her...and tell her everything thats been there for the last 5 years....
Its something you feel and as everyday passes by you feel it more and more and realize that when she left......you made the biggest mistake of not telling her how you felt....even if it didn't make a difference... You can't eat properly and you watch yourself decay... but you have faith that one day she'll return and everything will finally be okay... you hate yourself for what you feel and you waiting for an oppurtunity to see her again although you know it'll turn out the same as always...
never able to speak properly... you open your mouth... nothing come out...you remember every single encounter you have ever had with her, and everything shes ever said to you.. but all you can do is wait ...and hehe.. hold on.... she'll come to you... it'll happen.... you'll appear in your tux as she stands in front of you in that glimmering blue dress.... its Raining.... you get down on your knees....open your heart...spread your hands wide....close your eyes and hope...hope that everyday for the last 5 years she was thinking of nothing else but you and maybe she can find it somewhere in her heart to feel that way you do for her..... ...and thats why you love marbles... thats why thats all you talk about...cause the day she left.. thats all you saw....your life as a whole trapped in a glass ball... and if you can get even a single hand on your shoulder it'll make all that much of a difference.. cause life is about exploring....and once your able.. you'll get up and go...go and find her...and tell her everything thats been there for the last 5 years....
